XS no more

Today i wore my XS skirt to work and found that it has become tighter and i guess i can no longer fit into XS clothes already. So sad... Haha!

Previously i was thin due to my dialysis and i always had difficulty buying pants or skirts as even S size seems too big for me. I remembered there was once when a neighbourhood uncle who took the same lift as me commented and asked "Why are you so thin?" I only gave him an awkward smile but thought to myself: "I also didn't want to be so thin, i'm sick thats why."

Now that i'm gaining weight and getting back to my old size, i'm feeling a bit sad and having mixed feelings. Women still like to be as slim and thin as possible. But not to worry i am still very glad that i am getting stronger and healthier (even though putting on meat).

六个月了...

六个月了...

有时在夜里当我躺在床上想起以前洗肾后手被bandaged up, 睡觉时每次都要小心不要压到伤口, 所以try not to 翻来翻去. 先在无论要怎么睡都可以. 以前每次要 follow the Two Four Six dialysis schedule, 当时我的生活好象就环绕着Two Four Six 走, One Three Five & Sunday is my only free and available time. 时间也因此过得很快. 现在能有更多时间, 而且没有那么多food restrictions, 吃东西时不须要一直想着potassium, phosphate 和sodium. Blood Pressure 也不会高了.

每当想起以上的一切我都很庆欣也很感恩我有机会换肾并切让我过回正常的新生活. 我一定要好好真惜和照顾身体, 保持身体健康. Hope the next time i go for my blood tests and follow up, everything will be good and well.